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LIEveJournal...hehe get it?
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[07 Jun 2009|01:20pm] |
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Here's a message to all you young, aspiring floosies:
Just because I don't objectify you or treat you like a piece of meat, doesn't mean I'm gay.
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[31 May 2009|01:09pm] |
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Slick Rick - Treat Her Like A Prostitute |
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Here's an oldie but a goodie!
Srsly, me being jaded up until this point was kind of irrational. Now it's most definitely warranted.
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[06 Jan 2009|01:18pm] |
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Somebody. Please. Save me from my bipolar, psychopathic roommate.
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[30 May 2008|11:10am] |
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I wish I could stop dreaming for a while 'cause god damn. Lately, they've just been a reminder of how insecure I am
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[17 May 2008|12:05pm] |
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Immortal Technique & Blockhead |
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Can't wait to get out of my fucking house. Getting blamed for my sisters outbursts pisses me off. That daily "Thank you, Andrew!" as if I inspired her to yell at my mom is driving me up a wall. Sorry, not my fault you completely fail as parents in the sense of establishing respect.
I really can't emphasize enough how excited I am for the next year or so in my life. The thought of probably growing apart from the people I consider close is kind of scary, but that's life, you know? People come and go; everyone experiences transience; "You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake." I've found its a good way of looking at things. Everyone experiences change, it's a part of life and odds are you're going to be miserable if you try to resist it. So instead of resisting it, just embrace it. Life is a perception of your own reality.
In other news: I have a very very good chance of nailing a psych internship next summer.
It's weird, I've had a Livejournal for almost four years. And now I'm finally starting to use it.
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[20 Apr 2008|11:37am] |
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My teenage years are pretty much behind me. Looking back, I notice I spent them doing absolutely nothing. Maybe that's why I'm so socially awkward lol.
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| Coming of age thoughts facilitated by antid's |
[18 Apr 2008|01:03pm] |
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Led Zeppelin - Over the Hills and Far Away |
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I have three finals on tuesday to study for and I am without Adderall. I know that sounds really junkie-ish, but if there was ever a time I'd need that pill...it's now. Three midterms, two observations for Astronomy, and a paper to write about my adventures at a skate park. Fuck. I've realized I absolutely cannot be someone who holds a desk job at a corporation and is just another number helping nobody but their employer. So I guess I'm doing something good in majoring in Psychology. I don't have the motivation to drag myself out of bed, report to a job I dislike, and be my CEO's bitch.
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[14 Apr 2008|12:29pm] |
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Hardsoul - Self Religion (Mark Knight remix) |
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I'm beginning to second guess my decision to go to Sante Fe for the start of fall term. It's one of those things that could go either really well or really bad and I'm not gonna know how things will go there until I'm actually there. It's so frustrating, I feel like I'm on the brink of adulthood, but am just too scared to actually jump. Car is in commission for almost a week, I have no friends here anymore, I'm pretty damn lonely, no time on my hands, fighting depression, constantly reassuring myself "everything is gonna be fine." Life is tough, for everyone in their own way. The only way to live it is from one day to the next.
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[02 Mar 2008|02:00pm] |
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I dreamt about you so much last night.
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[31 Dec 2007|06:46pm] |
If there was an artist who's songs were basically the soundtrack of my life it'd be Damien Rice.
What about you?
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| The Perfect Song |
[26 Dec 2007|01:17am] |
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Damien Rice - Coconut Skins |
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You can hold her hand
And show her how you cry
Explain to her your weakness
So she understands
And then roll over and die
You can brave decisions
Before you crumble up inside
Spend your time asking everyone else's permission
Then run away and hide
Or you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or waiting for
But if anyone should ask
Tell them I've been licking coconut skins
And we've been hanging out
Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins
And relieve us our doubt
La la la la la la la...
Oh you can hold her eggs
But your basket has a hole
You can lie between her legs and go looking for
Tell her you're searching for her soul
You can wait for ages
Watch your compost turn to coal
Time is contagious
Everybody's getting old
So you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or looking for
But if anyone should ask
Tell them I've been cooking coconut skins
And we've been hanging out
Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins
And relieve us our doubt
La la la la la la la...
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[13 Dec 2007|06:37am] |
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Not The Killers |
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Why do people like The Killers?
Seriously.
They suck balls.
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[02 Dec 2007|11:57am] |
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It used to be that whenever I was in a rut, I could count on sleep and the dreams that come with it for some comfort. Yeah...not anymore, my dreams are now just a continuation of my reality.
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[29 Nov 2007|02:26am] |
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I wish you could see my writings.
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[26 Nov 2007|02:12am] |
I'm so insecure about certain things :\
Little things like Facebook comments get me going crazy. I'm such an idiot.
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[11 Nov 2007|06:04pm] |
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I really hate how I can always count on my old mindset to creep up on me no matter how good I'm feeling.
Fuck this.
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[01 Nov 2007|01:33am] |
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So...I have the greatest girlfriend ever.
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[29 Aug 2007|05:10pm] |
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MSTRKRFT - Bodywork |
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So it's my last day of summer... and all I've been doing is listening to music. MSTRKRFT and Justice, namely.
I feel like a bum, I wanna go out and have one last summer adventure.
College tomorrow! WOO! Kinda excited, but then again I'm gonna be going to Miami Dade =\. I hope I can get out of this academic hole I managed to dig myself into a couple of years ago. I know I'm capable of doing it mentally, like I'm definitely smart enough. But, I'm so afraid I'm gonna do real well and then end up fucking it all up all because I feel lazy.
In other news: it's day six of my sister's "I'm gonna play nothing but My Chemical Romance on my guitar as loud as I possibly can"-athon...and I wanna kill myself.
Also...
I miss Luisa, A LOT. More than I ever have.
Peace out.
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[03 Aug 2007|12:56am] |
Sooo, I just finished reading Choke and wow.
I should read much more often.
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